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[Dec. 21st, 2005|12:41 pm] |
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what's been up? not much. i just am thinking that life sort of sucks. on the bright side...i'm going to disneyland today. hopefully i can pick up a chicken little doll for my manager laura..cuz she rocks. ummm... seeing the reverend next week. i might be going to the knitting factory on tuesday...but it depends if my boss gives me the day off or an early shift.... i want to...but i forgot to ask for it. so dunno. it'll be in the stars. ummm.... yea.... john paul told me i was the best dressed girl who works at Borders....John Paul rocks. I am glad i dont have to work today...it would have killed me. it would have...really... |
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[Jun. 7th, 2005|12:20 am] |
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well. it is time for an update. things between me and will are better. I guess I haven't screwed things up too bad. I hope. we are back together officially but I'm drifting into it a lot slower. I am still needing time to prove my skepticisms about some parts of our relationship that made me retreat and a little bitter and mad (in the end). School sucks ass. I'm moving out in september for sure. paso robles was sooo fun. too many cars for me to describe but oh man, I had a major orgasm when I saw them. I love nice kustoms. umm...today I spent with Will for his 21st. lucky him. i'm still observing the public drinking. that is ok, cuz i've for the most part given up drinking and anything like that. I need to focus on my life, working, earning money to better the other parts of my life and the such. ok. i need sleep. work tomorrow. bye. |
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[May. 5th, 2005|09:49 pm] |
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life's been the shites, no, not the SHIET but just crap...well, I guess I gone and done it, ruined my love life. It hurts me more than anything to see someone I care about and love cry over me. My heart needs time to grow and to learn. I dont know why, sometimes I think I am soo stupid for leaving the guy of my dreams, but then again, nothing is perfect. I dunno, trying to gain new friends, I dont think I can be friends with guys, it gets complicated most of the time. hmm..Will bought me two awesome things which I greatly love and appreciate. I sang my heart to him and he left so sad I felt so guilty. yup, I love livejournal, you are my only friend. |
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[Apr. 18th, 2005|05:20 pm] |
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I'm still confused with what is happening. School sucks, I really need to do good this quarter. I need to take summer school to finish. I need to be motivated but man, is it hard. My job is ok, but I know I dont want to be stuck with a low end paying job for the rest of my life, and that is why I'm going through college. Law school...here I come? I need to study for LSATs too. GOSH!!! so much to do and I need to get back in shape before Paso Robles so I can look like a hot chick. |
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[Apr. 13th, 2005|08:32 am] |
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up and down and down I go....life is really confusing. I dunno what is really gonna happen, but I try not to do anything i'll regret. I have lots of hw, but I also wanna watch that one show tonight about Jeebus. I am alone and cold and I am sorta sick, just hacking up my lungs, that is all. Not much else, hung out with Steph 2 days ago and yea...other stuff I will not mention cuz it is just crazy. alright. bye. |
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[Feb. 16th, 2005|01:53 pm] |
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will gave me the best v-day ever. i'm really hungry right now. i finished 2 papers in like 4 hours. i love will. I am a fat momo. will calls me a ruppy, and he is my muppy. hmmm... I need to stop being a tubby. <3 |
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[Jan. 11th, 2005|09:06 pm] |
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what i've been up to: rough times w/ Will, new tattoos, being broke off my ass, hanging out with the girls, trying to lose weight, crying, laughing, sleeping, l.a. auto show, and stuff....not much...oh and working, although, not much anymore. bye. |
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[Dec. 7th, 2004|12:32 am] |
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omg, it's been so long. what have i been up to? i'll name it: hanging w/ my bf (of course), nickel and jenn. Also got more ink, ok, a little ink done, but lots more on the way. I'm working at Borders still, it's a chill job, except it is really busy and a bit stressful right now. me and will are going on 11 months in less than 20 days...yay. I love hanging out with nickel and jenn, although I msotly hang out w/ nickel cuz jenn is busy and stuff. me and nickel have had fun adventures. now, on to my will part. I love him times a billion, even though we dont always agree, we come to a point where we know we cant live without one another. he is my perfect guy with his imperfections, like any human being. I love you Will. Heart. and with that said, I'm still alive guys, I dont drink, do drugs, or smoker anymore..I'm a big loser, and if I didn't love sex, I could be sxe...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. *muah* |
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[Oct. 16th, 2004|07:09 pm] |
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i love will. i have a new job. i work at borders. come visit. |
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[Sep. 19th, 2004|08:58 am] |
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the last few days have been up and dopwn for me, and has tested my relationship with Will and I'm glad to know that he is by my side through it all. I dont know many guys as patient as he is, who stands by my side when I'm not speaking to the world or I hate my life, who tells me I'm beautiful and loves me to death and who is willing to stand outside of the glen helen hundai pavillian if I didn't want to go in. He makes sure I have shade in the sun and he makes me laugh so hard at the Olive Garden I fall over. I love him to death. I know we are just so right for eachother in so many ways, even if it isn't perfect, we make it work, in a quirky way. BTW, inland invasion rocked, but Morrissey got sick, meaning, i'll see him soon for FREE. <3 |
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